i don't care how far you are from me
or how longs it's been since we've talked
 i dont care how mad i got at you
or how mad you've been at me
you're still what matters most to me
and i will never be able to give that up

Contrary to what the critics say, distance is not for the fearful...
it's for the bold.
It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange
for a little time with the one that they love.
It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough.

So, please, just be patient. I'm so
afraid to care about someone. I know it
seems like i'm this strong girl who can
get through everything, but inside i'm
very fragile. I've had so many things
thrown at me, & each one has only made
a crack. What i'm afraid of is shattering

One day you're gonna want that girl.
The girl that wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you.
The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were
worth it because something was better than nothing. That girl
who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love
you the way she knows she only could. The girl who sees
your flaws but values them as much as your strengths.
That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even
though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl
who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of
you that no one else had ever appreciated. The girl
who realizes she may never have your heart but will
carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that
sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have
you, but doesn't. Even though she deserves it.

imagine a future moment in your life where all your
dreams come true. you know, it's the greatest moment in
your life and you get to experience it with one person.
who's standing next to you?
.. that's the person who means the most to you.

What do you do when everythings wrong
And nothings right?
When you think of him first thing in the morning
And the last thing at night?
When your heart is stuck on him and
He doesn't even care
When the only thing on your mind is how
Life isn't fair
When your best friends are changing and so is
The old you
When everybody that was there
No longer are true
When you try so hard to smile
While you hold back tears
When you live each day thinking of him
Your very worst fear
What do you do when you're feeling down and depressed
When your eyes are filled with water
And you're too damn stressed?
Do you just sit back and see
If it will all last
Or do you cry and reminisce
All about the past?
Somebody answer me cuz I can't figure it out...
Is this what my whole life is gonna be about?

Most girls say they want a fairy tale,
but you taught me that it's not really what I want.
I want someone who will make fun of me
& laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny;
Someone that wrestles with me
& doesn't let me win just cause im a girl.
Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice..
but playing soccer with you seems so much better

I’m a daughter hiding my depression.
I am a sister making a good impression.
I’m the girl sitting next to you.
I’m the one asking you to care.
I’m your best friend hoping you’ll be there.

the greatest part of life
is finding someone who knows
all of your faults & weaknesses
but still thinks you're amazing